I Try to Cry to You, God!

By Shaykhah Bint Dawood

"Certainly  no  one  despairs  of Allah's Mercy, except the people who disbelieve.'' (Holy Quran 12:87)

"Say: O `Ibadi (My slaves) who have transgressed against themselves (by committing evil deeds and sins)! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah: verily, Allah forgives all sins. Truly, He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful". (Holy Quran 39:53)

I try to cry to you God
To tell you my problems
I confide in only you God
Cause that's my belief

Nothing makes sense to me God
But that's all part of your wisdom
I wish I could scream out God
Saying why me ?

I know I'm not perfect God
But you didn't make anyone perfect
I have a lot of weaknesses God
But that's how you made me

I sit here alone God
With only you knowing what I feel
I wish I didn't have to feel such way God
But my heart is tremoring

Make me a good person God
Better than best
Guide me to the straight path God
So I may be content and happy

Keep me steadfast God
So I may die reassuringly
I only have two things left God
'Hope and Fear' which will hopefully light the path for me.